Scared

I am scared. I signed up for a job application half-wittingly not thinking that I’d even get a slot for an interview and I did. Initially, I did apply because I was doing a favor for a friend who doesn’t like to see me dead exhausted from my current workplace and maybe because I half-heartedly want to as well.

Oh yes, I am scared. Partly of the fact that I will have to sell myself and abilities tomorrow and partly because I am afraid I will have to be stuck in a decision if I do get the job.

There has been a lot of excitements in my current workplace, I can honestly it excited me a bit. But feeling the tightness of the hospital’s budget in terms of decreased staffing and supplies, it made me unhappy. Unhappy because I’m not able to perform the task that we’re ideally supposed to at a given time, and too unhappy that I’m starting to feel I am abusing myself for working too hard when I can get the same job and pay but less workload somewhere else.

I don’t know. The odds will be in anyone’s favor tomorrow and I’m scared. It’s the unknown, the next step ahead of me, I have to be scared. Worried at least. So here goes, gearing up with my listed pointers and hanged the possible casual/formal outfit for the interview.

Hopefully, I’ll find peace. Wish me luck!

Valentine’s Day 2012

Valentine’s Day. They say it’s another Hallmark holiday if you’re single or going through a rough patch. Some thing it’s another excuse where couples can openly express that they are a couple. A few years ago, I wrote a short story about an ideal February 14, only because I was young and was imagining possible things.

Thanks Terry for the updated hair do!

Fast forward it years later, I remain single but consistently “happy”. I celebrated February 14, 2012 with tired body (due to the hospital’s big move to the new building) and a new yet unplanned haircut. Me, my sister along with a friend were treated to a lovely evening with cuts, highlights and treatments.Happy Hearts Day, what did you do today?

Inspired by Platforms

It’s the New Year. & my sister has been restarting her looks and inspiration blogs with me in tow. As I have reiterated before, I was never the fashionable type and I find it awkward to have someone take a picture of my looks. However, I also got inspired when I bumped into ParkandCube’s blog, which I find endearing, simple but never boring.

Sheer Top (New Look, borrowed from my sister); Coat (H&M), Pants (F21), Shoes (Office)

So here goes nothing, the main point of this post is my new pair of shoes.
Platform sneakers from Office. It’s my perfect pair of comfort when going to work or when I want to be more casual.

It’s more fun in the Philippines!

As the latest tourism campaign promotes, #itsmorefuninthephilippines. Well definitely it was and still is. For the past few weeks, my family and I were able to celebrate Christmas, New Year and even Dinagyang Festival in our beloved home. Already having two homes in different parts of the world, such homecoming was meaningful to our family.

& to summarize it all in photos and try not to bore you… Here are some photos.